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1.
WE CAME TO IN THE BASEMENT OF WHAT ONCE WAS AN EMPTY HOUSE HUNGOVER AND SPACED, YOUR PHONE MISPLACED IN A CAVERNOUS CRACK IN THE COUCH THAT’S YOUR NAME IN THE TITLE, BUT WHO KNOWS WHAT IT’S ALL ABOUT GREEN EYES, SIZE OF MY FAVORITE RECORDS RED LIPS, TASTE OF YOUR FAVORITE TEA BROWN HAIR, USED TO ROCK A CENTER PART MADISON, GET OUT OF MY CAR SO HERE WE ARE AGAIN, AT EASE IN THE WINDS OF CHANGE WE DON’T MIND SILENCE, HAPPY IT HAPPENED, GRATEFUL FOR THE PAIN I HAVEN'T FORGOTTEN, FINGERS CAUGHT IN THE DOOR OF A MUSTANG NO JOBS, JUST TO KEEP THE SECRET NO DRUGS, SEE YOU AFTER SCHOOL NO CLUE HOW TO FINISH WHAT WE START MADISON, GET OUT OF MY CAR MADISON, LET’S PRETEND I WENT TO EVERY SHOW MADISON, LET’S REMEMBER WE LOVED EACH OTHER AND LET IT GO MADISON, I WON’T FORGET YOU, WHOEVER YOU ARE NOW MADISON, GET OUT OF MY CAR
2.
THERE WAS A BRAND NEW LEAF ON YOUR SIDE OF THE BED I TRIED TO TURN IT OVER BUT IT WAS ALREADY DEAD SHE SAID, “IF THE TRUTH BE TOLD, YOU WERE GETTING OLD.” AIN’T NOBODY PERFECT YOU WERE NEVER CLOSE NO ONE SEEMED TO SEE IT NO ONE SEEMED TO KNOW EVEN SO EVEN THOUGH I WOULDN’T HAVE LOVED WHO I WISH YOU WERE I WOULD’VE NEVER LOVED WHO I WISH YOU WERE IF WE WERE IN IT FOR THE LONG HAUL I MAY HAVE GOT MYSELF SHOT IT WAS A FLEETING MOMENT BUT DON’T DELETE MY NUMBER IT WASN'T DESTINY EVENTUALLY YOU WERE STILL GONNA LEAVE WHO YOU WISH I WAS SO I DON’T HAVE TO BE WHO YOU WISH THAT I WAS I WOULD’VE NEVER LOVED WHO I WISH THAT YOU WERE I WOULD’VE NEVER LOVED WHO I WISH THAT YOU WERE
3.
I WAS THERE RIGHT FROM THE GET-GO I WAS HER NUMBER ONE FAN AND I'M OLD ENOUGH TO KNOW, IT WON'T BE LIKE IT WAS, LIKE THAT, AGAIN BEFORE SHE DYED HER HAIR BLACK BEFORE SHE PIERCED HER-- SOMETIMES I LIKE TO THINK BACK... I USED TO LOVE HER, BUT NOW, I JUST LIKE HER EARLIER STUFF USED TO LOVE HER I USED TO LISTEN TO HER, BUT NOW, I ONLY DO IT ONCE A MONTH USED TO LOVE HER, NOW I ONLY LIKE HER EARLIER STUFF IT WAS NEVER HER INTENTION SHE DIDN'T WANT A MESS GOD KNOWS, I GOT A FEAR OF FAILURE, AND SHE HAD A FEAR OF SUCCESS SHE'S IN EVERY SINGLE FANZINE IT'LL NEVER BE THE SAME WHEN I BOUGHT HER LATEST LP I THOUGHT I'D SEE MY NAME ON THE SPECIAL THANKS LIST HOW COULD SHE FORGET FORGET ABOUT ALL THOSE GOOD TIMES THAT WE HAD THE FIRST TAPE, IT WAS SO RAD THERE'S A LINGERING PAIN IN MY ASS FROM ALL THE NEEDLES AND PINS ON WHICH I SAT JUST WAITIN TO HEAR... THAT... NO GOOD, TOP 40, BUBBLEGUM, HI-FI PIECE OF TRASH, IT'S SO SAD, IT'S KINDOF A DRAG I USED TO LOVE HER, BUT NOW, I JUST LIKE HER EARLIER STUFF USED TO LOVE HER, NOW SHE MAKES IT KINDA TOUGH I USED TO LISTEN TO HER, BUT NOW, I ONLY DO THAT TWICE A MONTH
4.
WANNA SEND YOU A LETTER I DON’T KNOW IF IT WILL REACH YOU THE PHONE OPERATOR JUST CAN’T CONNECT TO NEPTUNE BUT I PROMISE YOU THAT, ONE OF THESE DAYS I’LL COME BACK, YOU’LL SEE HOW I’VE CHANGED I KNOW THAT MY NOTES ARE STILL LIGHTYEARS AWAY I DEPEND ON THE SPACEMAN TO GET 'EM IN THE MAIL I’LL ALWAYS BE YOUR BABY NO MATTER WHAT THE PAPERS SAY THAT WASN’T GOODBYE, MAMA WE’LL MEET AGAIN SOMEDAY AND WHEN I LOOK AT THE SKY SOMETIMES I SEE THE LIGHT IN YOUR EYES ARE YOU WATCHIN ME? I WANNA MAKE YOU PROUD I KNOW YOU MISS ME SO BUT I DEPEND ON THE SPACEMAN TO LET ME KNOW
5.
SHE’S GOT SUCH A PRETTY FIGURE, AND A VOICE SO INDISTINCT I’VE COME SO CLOSE TO PACKIN UP EVERYTHING  EXCEPT MY KITCHEN SINK AND HITTING WHAT REMAINS OF THE ROAD LIVIN BY THE EDGE OF A TOWN WITHOUT A FACE I THOUGHT I MIGHT’VE HEARD STORIES OF SOME BIG OLD BEAUTIFUL PLACE, NOW YOU SAY THAT JOINT’S LONG SINCE CLOSED THAT JOINT’S LONG BURNED TO ROACH AND I’VE BEEN DISAPPOINTED, AND COLD IS IT OVERRATED? AM I JADED? AM I OLD ENOUGH TO KNOW IF THINGS HAVE BEEN A LITTLE DIFFERENT HERE  EVER SINCE THE LAST OVERTHROW? UNLESS THERE’S SOMETHING I’M MISSING
6.
THE NEIGHBORS UP THE STAIRS, THEY DON’T MUCH CARE FOR MY GIRL POOR MOM AND DAD ARE LESS THAN GLAD TO FIND SHE IS MY GIRL I CAN’T COMPLAIN TE QUIERO, CHICA FUERTE EVERY LITTLE THING SHE DOES IS LOUD MAKES ME PROUD JUST TO BE HER MISTER EVERY COMMENT THAT SHE MAKES THE GLASSES BREAK, MAN, THEY NEVER STOOD A CHANCE AGAINST THE SLIGHTEST WHISPER THIS WORLD, IT TRIES TO TRANQUILIZE THE LIKES OF MY GIRL SOMEDAY YOU’LL WAKE UP DEAF THERE’LL BE NOTHIN LEFT OF YOUR WORLD LONG MAY SHE REIGN LA REINA PERMANENTE EVERY LITTLE THING SHE DOES IS LOUD I’M SO PROUD TO BE HER MISTER EVERY TIME THAT THIS GIRL LAUGHS THE CEILING CRACKS, AND SHE DON’T GIVE A RAT'S ASS I JUST CAN’T RESIST HER
7.
I’M DOIN THAT THING THAT I DO AGAIN I’M DOIN THAT THING THAT I DO AGAIN DON’T MEAN TO BOTHER,  AND I DON’T MEAN TO STARE DON’T YOU MIND IF I STUTTER,  DON’T BE SURPRISED IF I SWEAR, JUST BE AWARE OF MY INTENT TO GET ON A WHIM I WANNA WALK AROUND WITHOUT MY COMPASS EVERYONE I KNOW SEEMS TO RECOMMEND THIS IMAGINE YOUR MIND WITHOUT REASON OPEN THE WINDOW, LET ALL THE BREEZE IN LET IT COOL YOUR HEAD COMPLETELY BUT I’M DOIN THAT THING THAT I DO AGAIN I’M DOIN THOSE THINGS THAT I KNOW YOU DIG I’M DOIN THOSE THINGS THAT I KNOW YOU DIG GOIN ALL THE WAY DOWN, AND BACK UP TO THE NECK SEE, I’VE BEEN ALL THE WAY DOWN, I SWEAR I WAS NEVER EVER GOIN BACK BUT HERE I AM, SO WHAT THE HECK? MIGHT AS WELL GO ON A LIMB IF YOU GOT A NICE TONGUE, THEN YOU SHOULD USE IT YOU NEVER REALLY KNOW WHEN YOU’RE GONNA LOSE IT FOR SPILLIN THOSE BEANS ABOUT THE REGIME OR GETTIN IT CAUGHT IN A MACHINE OR IN A CANNIBAL’S KISS-- WHO KNOWS? I’M DOIN THOSE THINGS THAT I KNOW YOU DIG, YOU DIG?
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FIND YOURSELF A GIRL,  AND STAY THERE FOR THE SUMMER FIND YOURSELF A GIRL,  WHO CAN SPARE SOME PIECE OF MIND FIND YOURSELF A GIRL,  WHO LAUGHS AT THE STORIES THAT YOU TELL HER EVEN WHEN YOU TELL HER BOUT THE DEATH OF YOUR GRANDMA I KNOW YOU THINK YOU’RE AN ALIEN MY FRIEND, I THOUGHT I WAS AN ALIEN TOO BUT THEN I FOUND MYSELF A GIRL SHE EASED A BIT OF BURNOUT FOUND MYSELF A GIRL SAVED A LITTLE TIME FOUND MYSELF A GIRL, SHE STEALS MY FACE WHEN I SAY THAT I NEED HER EVEN ON THE OFF-CHANCE THAT WE’RE SOBER I KNOW YOU THINK YOU’RE AN ALIEN MY FRIEND, I THOUGHT I WAS AN ALIEN TOO JUST WHEN THIS TOWN DON’T SEEM BIG ENOUGH FOR YA MY FRIEND, THIS TOWN IS GONNA SWALLOW YOU WHOLE FIND YOURSELF A GIRL AND FORGET ABOUT THE OTHERS FIND YOURSELF A GIRL BUT DON’T FORGET ABOUT YOUR BROTHERS FIND YOURSELF A GIRL MAKE SURE SHE ISN’T PERFECT FOR ME
9.
YOU GOTTA TELL YOURSELF IT’S GOOD YOU GOTTA TELL YOURSELF IT’S ALL WORTHWHILE YOU GOTTA TELL YOURSELF YOU COULD IF YOU ABSOLUTELY HAD TO SMILE EVEN IF AND WHEN YOU THINK IT’S A LIE YOU GOTTA TELL YOURSELF IT’S TRUE YOU GOTTA TELL YOURSELF, AND OVER TIME YOU MIGHT BELIEVE IT TOO, NO NEED FOR YOU TO COMPROMISE, AND EVEN WHEN YOU DON’T THINK  YOU’VE MADE UP YOUR MIND WELL YOUR MIND, IT MAKES UP YOU HAVE SOME FAITH IN YOUR OWN PROPAGANDA YOU’LL BE SAFE INSIDE THE ECHO CHAMBER, AND GOD FORBID IF SOMEONE HAS NERVE ENOUGH TO SAY YOU’RE NOT ALWAYS RIGHT, PAY NO MIND YOU GOTTA TELL YOURSELF YOU’RE FINE YOU GOTTA TELL YOURSELF THAT YOU’RE DIVINE REPEAT IT SEVEN TIMES-- YOU’RE DIVINE, DIVINE, DIVINE DIVINE, DIVINE, DIVINE, DIVINE AND MISUNDERSTOOD YOU GOTTA TELL YOURSELF IT’S GOOD YOU GOTTA TELL YOURSELF IT’S ALL WORTHWHILE YOU GOTTA TELL YOURSELF YOU WOULD IF YOU ABSOLUTELY HAD TO HIDE AND EVEN IF AND WHEN, YOUR LIFE IS A LIE YOU GOTTA TELL YOURSELF IT’S GOOD
10.
I: "PROUD" I'VE ONLY FALLEN IN LOVE TWICE TODAY I THOUTHT YOU'D BE KINDA PROUD OF ME, MY BABE II: "NOTHIN BOY" I DON'T WANNA BE ANOTHER NOTHIN BOY III: "MY OWN PERSONAL LATHE" MY OWN PERSONAL LATHE, SIGNING ONTO MY LABEL MY OWN PERSONAL LATHE, TRYING ON A NEW HALO IV: "DISILLUSIONED" SHE'S GOT THE WORLD ON HER DISLOCATED SHOULDER IT AIN'T OVER--JUST DO WHAT YOU CAN THEY ALWAYS TOLD HER THE WORLD WAS HER OYSTER BUT AS SHE GETS OLDER, IT FEELS LIKE A CLAM V: "MY OWN PERSONAL LATHE" MY OWN PERSONAL LATHE, FANTASY FINANCIALLY STABLE VI: "ALL THE SAME DELUSIONS" SHE ASKS ALL THE WRONG QUESTIONS VII: "CENTURY 23" SHE'LL BE EXACTLY WHAT THIS WORLD NEEDS VIII: "HIPSTERS IN MAINE" HIPSTERS IN MAINE HIPSTERS IN MAINE
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I NEEDED MELATONIN, THANKS FOR THE CHRYSTAL METH AS SOON AS I CAN FEEL MY LEGS, YOU’RE GONNA FEEL MY WRATH I’D TAKE THE ELEVATOR UP TO AN ETHICAL DREAM BUT YOU GOT ME SO WIRED THAT I COULD NOT POSSIBLY FALL ASLEEP OH WELL, OH WELL ABORTED MY DAUGHTER, YOU SNORTED COCAINE LOST MY LAST UMBRELLA,TIME TO BRING DOWN THE RAIN SOMEDAY ALL THOSE KIDS ARE GONNA CRACK YOU KEEP THEM SEDATED, UNEDUCATED,YOU SIT BACK AND RELAX WATCH ‘EM TAKE IT BACK TIRED OF TAKIN CRAP EVERY SINGLE DAY WE GET A BIT FARTHER DOWN THE TUBES IT’S A LONG AND DIRTY DRAIN, IT LEADS US TO A GUY IN A MONKEY SUIT AND HE CAN’T FALL DOWN, AND I CAN’T GET UP I CAN SEE YOU’RE DROWNING, TELL ME, DO YOU HAVE A CLUE? ANOTHER MONKEY JUST FLEW AWAY IN ONE OF HIS HOT AIR BALLOONS AND HIS PANTS ARE ON FIRE, SO LET’S START A TRIED OTHER WAYS TO REACH YOU, YOU HAD YOUR CHANCE TO LEARN NO GOD FOR YOU TO PREACH TO, YOU’RE GONNA BURN I’M TAKIN THE ELEVATOR UP, GONNA KICK DOWN YOUR GOLDEN DOOR I’M TAKIN THE ELEVATOR UP, GONNA KICK DOWN YOUR GOLDEN DOOR OH WELL, SEE YOU IN HELL

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The second in a series of LPs recorded mostly on cassette between 2018 and 2021.

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released December 9, 2021

Noah Dunn - drums on "Madison, Get Out of My Car" and "Depends on the Spaceman"

Ramanuj Srinivasan - organ on "Madison," tabla on "People Get Bored"

Jesse Stowell - drums on "Every Little Thing She Does is Loud," "Kick Down the Golden Door," and the end of "Her Earlier Stuff"

Sam Whetzel, Anthony Felts, Renee Nicolaidou, and Elaine Simmons all appear on "People Get Bored"

All songs written, performed, recorded, and mixed by Vincent Blackshadow except "People Get Bored" (written with Anthony Felts.)

Cover art by Vincent Blackshadow.

Mastered by Evan Schiller.

Gratitude to Evan Schiller, the Stowells, the Trosloys, and the Pastas.

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Honest rock since 1997.

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